Would you stop with me and melt the world,
Would you say yes if I asked you to be my girl?

Would you stand still and breath with me,
Would you close yours and trust me to see?

Would you do everything to make me yours,
Would you promise me I’m your only boy?

Would you give me your forever,
Would you promise me together?

Would you trust me to hold your hand,
Would you allow me to be your man?

Loving you with my battle scarred heart,
Its all I have inside although I will try hard.

The shattered pieces that are left behind,
They are all yours I give them as not mine.

They are yours now to grow and nurture,
Fill them with caring and give them a future.

I never thought anyone would care,
For my little heart pieces, why would you dare.

Yet you took them and gave them a home,
Filled them with life as if in a poem.

I am not sure who you think you are,
I was labeled by my pain and scar.

Now I have nothing except this beaming heart,
Full of love and already far from the start.

How can you step in and fill my black hole,
Give it life with all the pain you stole.

Thank you for your care and your subtle ways,
I will be here forever count the days.

In my heart and in my mind its all new,
Every day I wake is a day I start with you.

No more dreaming and wishing,
Just living and breathing my pain is diminishing.

Night time clouds fill my daytime mind,
Thoughts of the future and limited time.

I see you in my dreams yet I don’t remember,
I hear you in my thoughts in September.

Crystal clear my intentions brave on,
Even at the thought of this broken song.

Lying here with the night sky above,
Wondering if she’ll realize my love.

Hiding from the reality that surrounds,
From the light and all the dreams it drowns.

In my life there has been no other,
Only you and now there is no cover.

Passing the time as I wait to dream,
Living in the present what does this all mean.

I have you in my arms in my thoughts,
Yet each night I can’t sleep I am lost.

Without you I am a mess inside,
Yet funny as it seems you’re mine.

Drift away and sleep till the morn,
Like I have died and now reborn.

The fairytale of my dreams,
Starts off with crying screams.

There is no love, no happy,
No ever after or stupid sappy.

The daydreams have turned gray
The life I thought was left away.

Dream of tomorrow how you want to be,
Think of your life imagine it without me.

I am the love that was cying out,
Got your response clouded with doubt.

I tried to reach for you in the dark,
I was left with scrapes and a mark.

My heart is shuttering at the thought,
That you I might need to do without.

I beg you now like never before,
Tomorrow will you love me more?

Sit here in silence filled with clouds,
Listen to your breathing and try out loud.

The laughter restarted and color filled the air,
Turned to my right and you were still there.

You embrace me and say,
I would never leave you this way.

The sun sets softly against the burnt sky
Will she love me when there is no more time.

As the night rolls in I can feel the cold,
The shivering abandonment as I grow old.

I see the stars against the black of night,
Will she understand its for her I fight.

Fading in to the darkness the serenade begins,
I feel you with me though my reach your not within.

As the moon begins its song the night awakens,
Will you stay with me now, without you I’m shaking.

Darkness all around I begin to search for you,
Will I find you out there I need to feel you.

As the moons song ends I fall to my knees,
You are no where near and I cannot see.

The sun begins the new day as the sky turns blue,
As the first light hits I see right beside me, it’s you.

You are a dream in my head,
This cannot be real,
All love is a myth,
Yet your heart I feel.

Beating with mine,
A tempo in place,
What are you doing,
I know your face.

This is not real,
I know love is fake,
You are fighting again,
Why is it peace you make.

I will not fall,
You cannot have my heart,
Yet you know you do,
You had it from the start.

My fears consume,
They light the fire within,
Your warmth is there,
And lets the love begin.

I fight with all I am,
Every thing I know,
You stop the pain,
And love me so.

I don’t deserve this,
I know I’m not worthy,
Your love is too much,
It’s taking the fear from me.

Heart to heart I fall for you,
You consume my black,
I never knew love like this,
I never want to go back.

My heart is racing,
I feel you near.

Is this a dream,
Or is it real.

On my knees,
I beg not again.

In my ear you whisper,
This time it won’t end.

I look on with doubt,
Yet your eyes plead truce.

I have no defense,
My fears are in a noose.

What have you done,
I need my defensive wall.

You showed up here,
And destroyed my fear and all.

A moment in time,
A solitary glimpse,
You are mine.

A shooting star,
A simple dream,
It really went far.

The night has passed,
My horror lifted,
More than I asked.

Too much to fear,
I tremble down,
Your touch is near.

I am a boy again,
My heart is new,
The love you send

Dress me up with the latest things,
All the nice comments and perfect stings.

Make me think I am something of wonder,
When I am not looking joke of my blunder.

Show me and take me to the latest place,
And laugh at my love behind my face.

Silly really I just wanted love to feel,
Never realized of all your jokes I am the heel.

Your little game that makes me think,
How I am just a toy and I fall to the brink.

My heart is nothing, all an experimental joy,
My mind, my sanity your experimental toy.

What does it matter I know where this ends,
Laughter at my expense and for you nothing bends.

Think of what a sucker I have become,
Then I realize I just believe in love, how dumb.

Behind every green field is the storm that makes it grow.
Behind every flower is the rain that makes it blossom.
Behind every rainbow are the thunderclouds that cry out.
Behind every smile is a tear filled cry.
Behind every laugh is the muted pain.
Behind every beautiful day is the soulless dark night.