Breaking Up
My Love has left, my heart is broken and my lover is not my lover anymore. I feel like a blob of decisionless goo. A pile of mud contained by the walls of the bucket I am held in. My love is lost and I feel no more.
Yes, if you have not guessed by now, I am talking about breaking up. What do you do when you find your significant other is no more? Whether it is by your decision, their decision, or a mutual agreement, it hurts all the same.
Although, now is when I think of that Queen song. I can here the words resonate through my aching heart: “Just one year of love, is better than a lifetime alone.” So they tell me.
Nothing can compare to broken heart, the pain, the constant mind numbing pain, and the lack of any real short term cure.
If you find your self in this position, have faith, the pain will subside, the hurt will go away and the whole that used to be your heart will grow back into a full blooming heart ready to love again.