Archive for December, 2008

No Tomorrow

« 28 December 2008 | 23:36 | General | No Comments »

Sky so bright,
sky so blue,
Sky so clear,
I almost see you.
The sun is warm,
The sun is healing,
All while this pain,
And hurt I am feeling.
I look to the clouds,
They are so few and white,
Then my heart stops,
When can I hold her tight.
I know the answer,
Yet I turn away,
I know nothing is left,
And this is the last day.
I [...]



Can it End

« 28 December 2008 | 23:29 | General | No Comments »

I cry in my sleep and weep while I’m awake,
Pushing through another endless day I fake.
God please save me from this pain I have for a life,
I set out on this terrible mission to find a wife.
Someone to tell me its ok and dry my tears,
Yet all I have found is heartbreak and pain lasting [...]



« 22 December 2008 | 11:17 | General | No Comments »

The winter sounds of silence from the newly formed snow,
Can’t hear my screaming and my plight has grown old.
For the days of coldness are upon my life,
And the sound of blindness controls my strife.
Whisking away the thoughts down deep,
While crying to the Lord my soul He’ll keep.
I lay my soul down and try not to [...]



« 21 December 2008 | 23:33 | General | No Comments »

The waves break swiftly on these rocks on love,
One slipped step a missed footing one violent shove.
The mist of ocean water sprays on my face,
Lost in your arms once more before I leave this place.
Crashing of the salted water on these hard crated rocks,
Looks like my love is till in darkness and this hurt won’t [...]



Lost Destiny

« 21 December 2008 | 1:01 | General | No Comments »

I lay asleep in my thorn laden bed,
My mind screaming with what she said.
Pain so deep it hurts in my mind,
I dream of love from another time.
My heart is injured my mind is sore,
My life is over the reaper did score.
Not much time left now pain so deep,
My mind is running and all I want [...]



The Meadow

« 21 December 2008 | 0:51 | General | No Comments »

Mist settling softly on the earth below,
My heart is getting weary from the anchor I tow.
The sun breaks the horizon a new day has begun,
My soul is dying from losing my love the one.
The birds sing their melody in the trees above,
I want to pass on lose this pain stop feeling love.
The gentle breeze blows [...]



Almost Maybe

« 21 December 2008 | 0:38 | General | No Comments »

Light so bright I almost feel well tonight,
The brisk wind I almost feel free from sin.
I dream of tomorrow with no more sorrow,
No more tears and the end of all my fears.
I look to the stars I can see so far,
Deep into the night and then the fight.
I am on a cliff life can end [...]



Happy Thoughts

« 20 December 2008 | 0:30 | General | No Comments »

Wanting to write the words I have swimming around,
I am tired off all the sadness and gloom coming down.
I wish I could write something happy and light,
Although I think more about my lost at night.
So the happiness disappears and the songs grow dark,
And all the noises around and sights seem the spark.
The sadness I keep [...]



Death of Me

« 20 December 2008 | 0:20 | General | No Comments »

Ashes settling around my feet,
My life is over I wish it was sweet.
My love was the beginning and end,
And now I have no more love to send.
I am in the beyond and have not been chosen,
And soon the doors to hell will be closing.
There is no escape from my reality,
my life, my love ended in [...]



Missing You

« 20 December 2008 | 0:06 | General | No Comments »

Sun rays breaking through the trees,
I see you in the sky I fall to my knees.
Are you there in my mind,
Or have I really gone crazy this time.
Tears falling as I look at your grace,
Dying for just one more touch of your face.
The sun rays on my skin feel so warm,
Just when I thought I [...]