Archive for December, 2008

Lost without

« 20 December 2008 | 0:01 | General | No Comments »

The sun through the trees on a warm summer’s eve.
The thoughts caress my mind as I move through time.
Dreams so soft and desolate lost during most of it.
Clouds fill my aspirations and I move forward faking it.
I believe the time has come and gone for my time and song.
I will fade into the quiet softness [...]



Gone

« 19 December 2008 | 17:58 | General | No Comments »

The pitter patter of the rain,
the soft sound of the water falling.
I hear the laughter and love,
I can remember like its still calling.
The darkened clouds that fill the sky,
Hard to see we would hold each other.
Seems those days are gone from my life,
You have moved on and no longer my lover.
The sound of the breeze [...]



Dreams

« 19 December 2008 | 17:47 | General | No Comments »

Break the horizon,
my love awakes.
I dream on,
as the notes get louder in this love song.
I am awake in my dream,
and asleep while awake it seems.
For in my dreams she still loves me,
In my dreams I still have her you see.
Yet the sun has waken my soul,
My dream is gone and I am cold.
I start a [...]



Memories Pray

« 19 December 2008 | 17:34 | General | No Comments »

Pacing slowly I walk along the place,
in my mind I can’t forget your face.
Smiling softly as I caress your caring,
Smiling back I think as I continue staring.
What did I do to deserve this feeling,
Left in a state of bliss my thoughts reeling.
Stay with me now as I switch the reality,
and tell the story that scares [...]



Lost in the Storm

« 19 December 2008 | 17:23 | General | No Comments »

The snow tatters softly on my wind burned face,
I think of the dream I dreampt as the thought escapes this place.
Many places too many faces lost in all the spaces,
corners you could call them in my mind or reality of faces.
I have seen the world over yet I am not traveled,
And it seems the story [...]



Last Breath

« 18 December 2008 | 17:44 | General | No Comments »

Lost in the space,
My world has become a desperate race.
For time will only tell,
if I will survive and finally sell.
My story is easy my time is few,
my heart is aching for what to do.
I say heart as if it was mine to keep,
I have so little left it’s time to sleep.
Dream of my love as [...]



Goodbye

« 18 December 2008 | 17:32 | General | No Comments »

Goodbye to the love I once knew,
as I move in a world without you.
Goodbye to the place that was my calm,
you held my soul in your palm.
Goodbye to what I once had in hand,
I move silently like the time of sand.
Goodbye to the heart that held me tight,
I will slowly move to dark out of [...]



Product of Living

« 17 December 2008 | 23:31 | General | No Comments »

I try so hard to push forward as I move through this life. Although it seems like everything i do and everything i am wants to push me down and hold me back.
I am a product of this life I have led and I can only imagine what is left for me to endure.
To have [...]



Neverending

« 17 December 2008 | 23:23 | General | No Comments »

I have not had so much,
lost with love and life.
Seems endless as I write tonight.
So many thoughts flooding in,
so many feelings and painful,
memories soaked in sin.
My eyes are all a glaze,
with the sleepy feeling of sorrow,
and my sadness in a haze.
Why must I endure this strife,
I have claimed my own,
The one that will claim my [...]



When will it End?

« 17 December 2008 | 23:16 | General | No Comments »

When will it end,
when will it go away?
Seems this life I have,
will only end in dismay.
When will it end,
When will it go away?
I’m ok I didn’t cry,
for a minute today.
So I must be getting,
To the end of the hurt.
Or is this the calm,
Just before I hit the dirt?
Seems so simple now,
Life, love and fear.
Skip love, [...]