It seems my love is neverending,
My life, my heart mending,
Could this be real?
I step into the light to try my new heart out,
Cautiously creeping, I am filled with doubt,
Will I survive?
Breaking the sunlight’s path I step in,
Feeling the warmth I begin raising my chin,
Am I awake?
Suddenly I fall to my knees life is cloudy,
I believe [...]

Have you ever put so much energy into a question or request that when you finally ask you are just exhausted no matter what the answer is?
Then when you get the final answer you are crushed by the outcome?
I know this feeling all too well. Its been happening for years.
And then when its all done [...]

Pain. In happiness my pain is evident.
Sorrow. In the days that follow there will be none.
Happiness. Will I find it. I doubt it.
Love. The joke I was fooled to believe.
Death. The only friend I have left.

The winds rush in as I fall,
Fearing the worst I try and call,
Out the world one last time,
My love, my death my crime.
I have lived life and the end is near,
As I dream of tomorrow with a snear,
And the lost yesterdays have no pain,
It’s all numb now now I have no game.
What if I live [...]

I thought I was broken. I thought I lost the romantic inside of me. I thought I could never smile in love again.
Then it happened. The chance. The opportunity.
And I realized what I feared is a reality. I have nothing left to give. There is no more love, no more romance, no more smiles.
I’m all [...]

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let my guard down?
I saw the end before we’d begun,
I saw us growing old in the beautiful sun.
Now that its over I think back when,
Back to the thrill of it all back to then.
You touched my heart, you touched my soul,
You changed [...]