Never Ending

It seems my love is neverending,
My life, my heart mending,
Could this be real?

I step into the light to try my new heart out,
Cautiously creeping, I am filled with doubt,
Will I survive?

Breaking the sunlight’s path I step in,
Feeling the warmth I begin raising my chin,
Am I awake?

Suddenly I fall to my knees life is cloudy,
I believe my impostor heart has failed me,
Can I run?

I cower under the light my mind racing,
Why did I try not to die this life wasting,
Can I go back?

I crawl on my bloodied hands back to safety,
I knew I was fooling myself and I could see,
Why did I try?

Back to reality and the hurt of broken,
The devil smiling and the Lord has spoken,
When can I die?

Life and reality has never been a friend of mine,
I try to love and live yet I know there’s no sign,
Can I leave the rest of me?



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