What If….

What if I lied and told you I was happy?

What if the dreams I have can’t be fullfilled?

What if my time has come and gone,
and all I have left is a no worded song?

What if my dreams involved you,
Yet I have not enough heart to get through?

What if my blackness consumed me,
Before you found out and set me free?

What if I told you I cared for you,
From the moment I saw the truth?

What if I said I was incapable of tomorrow,
and all I have to offer is my sorrow?

What if I told you about my shell,
and all I really amĀ  is a saddened glimpse of hell?

What if I told you we are the same,
and I hide my pain just the same.

What if we had all the time in the world,
And I had no love left and I fake all this, girl.

What if I said I would be here no matter what,
would you play your part and just kick me in the gut?

What if is all I have,
Cause there is no reality in what if.



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