The voice of reality seems so pure,
As the summer brings the heat I feel sure.
I wake each morning a renewed sense of hope,
I push through the day anxious as minutes float.
I enter the evening with a strong feeling,
This will be the night I start healing.
I place my head on my pillow and feel alone,
I realize [...]

I dream of yesterday as I recollect,
The pain, the fear, the loveless trek.
I think of today and remember when,
I remember the smile back then.
I was alive for a few minutes I know,
I felt my heart kick start and felt blood flow.
Then reality kicked in and I remembered my sin,
The curse, my promise, my life long [...]

I dream reality when I am awake,
and scream in nothingness for my souls sake.
I am but the memory of happiness,
and soon the dreariness will rear its ugliness.
I am the passing thought of love,
touch my heart then pierce my soul and scream above.
I am the cold quietness,
as I long for the sweet sound of friendliness.
Although my [...]

As I write the words that scream in my head,
I think of you and wish you all the best.
I dream that tomorrow will be more,
and the promise of another will soar.
I hope you breathe in life and feel alive,
even if I am not here with my lie.
My dreams for you do not include,
dreams for myself, [...]

As I prepare for tomorrow I am reminded of my past and how many times I have been ‘here’.
What if there was no answer to make anything better?
I know there are answers out there and I have come to learn sometimes the answer is simply more time.
I know this dusty road all too well. Time [...]

Like a crowd in a stadium does the “wave”, your heart can do the same thing.
Being in love is like skating with your laces untied and laying on the floor, it’s just a matter of time before you trip on them and fall.
The heart loves, then gets heart and after time is able to love [...]

There comes a time in everyone’s life when they reach a defining moment. With luck you will reach many defining moments in your life span and make the choice that makes you internally happy.
Yesterday, I feel like I hit a couple of those defining moments. An old friend contacted me this weekend and I talked [...]

I have sat with the truth of what is happening in my life and even today as I look forward with new eyes I realize one constant truth. God is in everything.
From the nightmares to the happiness we only dream of. God is pulling our strings, even if just for a nudge in the right [...]

Is it a new day or the reminder of old demons come to haunt me?
Unfortunately only time will tell.
As I think of moving forward and climbing from this hole, I am reminded of what put me hear in the first place.
I thought I loved and I thought I was loved. Then time passed and I [...]