What if the day you broke through,
became your death and old news?
And the end was really the start,
And all you held dear fell apart?
Then you start to wonder why you are here,
Did you piss away your life, suddenly you fear.
No beginning and no end too close,
And all that means anything suddenly slows.
Halted in your path [...]

I thought I was here to save someones tear,
I realize now theres only fear and I should not be here.
What is this thing we call forever,
when tomorrow comes so quickly theres only never.
I loved, I lived beyond my years,
and now I’m not sure who to save the tears.
Tomorrow may come yet the day is the [...]

I told someone earlier today that maybe I would magically not hurt anymore, and although I didn’t believe what I said, there is still a part of me that does believe in the impossible.
I believe the impossible did happen. I realized I have changed in such a way that cheap thrills and light winded gestures [...]

I have thought long and hard about moving forward and leaving the past behind.
I have learned a few things though:
I have learned I will not trust another soul.
I have learned not to care.
I have learned not to hope.
I have learned not to place my dreams in anyone.
I have learned happiness is a pipe dream I [...]

How am I supposed to live this life with out you?
Maybe I am here to endure the pain that is unbearable to all, yet I am here living this life somehow.
I could take my life, although I have tried. We both know I can’t die. God has decided I must learn more or just simply [...]

Crying is a state of mind. It weakens the soul and strengthens nothing.I don’t cry, I am not allowed.
I am alone, I have no one, nothing and yet I don’t cry.
Why you ask? Because she left. She left and decided one night was more important than a life time. Why cry about anything if anything [...]

I have found what I lost so many years ago,
I have found my loneliness.
I have presented a story to my lost loneliness,
and we have made friends once again.
I am all that belongs to the loneliness cause,
all that I am is lost in the grips of forever.
I am all that I am because I have lost [...]

I am the mountain, I am the trees,
I am all that you left falling to my knees.
I am the leaves, I am the clear stream,
I am all that we wanted when I dreamed.
I am the lost, I am the fallen,
At the twilight hour hear me calling.
I am the wind, I am the sunlit trees,
I was [...]

Seems my life is over now,
seems your love is gone somehow.
I have never felt the cold until this year,
And I have not managed to shed a tear.
I am the cold weather storm moving in,
That never leaves and will never allow a win.
I wish for a silent good night or something pure,
And all I get is [...]

I stutter when I speak,
When your around my knees go weak.
I dream about touching your hand,
Yet when I am near you I am a fearful man.
I think about you all the day through,
I wonder often if you think of me too.
I have no other motives then to be close to you,
Close to your family and [...]