I told someone earlier today that maybe I would magically not hurt anymore, and although I didn’t believe what I said, there is still a part of me that does believe in the impossible.

I believe the impossible did happen. I realized I have changed in such a way that cheap thrills and light winded gestures don’t amuse or persuade me any longer.

I realized tonight in one large and unexpected fell swoop a door was closed for me. And although no new door has opened, I am, for the first time in a while, optimistic for tomorrow and what the sunrise may bring.

I believe I have had my last sleepless night. Only time will test this new theory of mine. Although I am oddly hopeful.

Sleep well. Good Night.

Tuesday, March 24th, 2009 at 11:23 pm.
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