Supposed To
Wasn’t I supposed to be with you?
Weren’t we supposed to be together?
I wake up in the morning and see gray,
I press through trying to remember the day.
I wish I could remember when you were my girl,
I wish you were here, lie with me and forget the world.
All that I am and all I ever was is in your perfect eyes,
All I can ever be and all my aspirations left when your love died.
Weren’t we supposed to be with one another?
Why aren’t we here holding and loving each other?
I try to remember back when I saw color,
Yet I see gray and I miss my lover.
All I am has always been in your hands,
And all I was left when you let me slip through the sands.
Supposed to, how can I say that when I only know pain,
We were supposed to command our worlds and win our game.
Yet we are nothing but broken with the memories we hold,
And the supposed to’s have been erased with the memories we told.
I love you and my heart knows the truths I hold deep inside,
The ones I bury deep and will hold till I die.
We were supposed to be together is all I dream at night,
I wake every morning with a tear not ready to face the light.
We were supposed to be.
We were supposed to see.
We were supposed to, just you and me….
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