Archive for September, 2009

Growing Up

« 27 September 2009 | 1:15 | General | No Comments »

Life rolls on and I feel the wave of panic rush over my heart.
Have I grown too old to love have I used all the love in my earlier years.
Life it seems has really passed me by.
I used to dream of loving you and holding you every second of the day.
Now I dream of my [...]



What About Now?

« 24 September 2009 | 23:23 | General | No Comments »

For years I have waited,
While you have thought and debated.
Now here we are standing in place,
I am no longer that person in this space.
I cannot and will not fall again,
And you will not have what you had then.
What if our love was still here,
What if is all I have left I fear.
You are still afraid [...]



Wish it Would Rain

« 21 September 2009 | 23:44 | General | No Comments »

Thought I would never see you again,
I thought it was the end.
I thought you were through with my foolishness,
Yet all I can feel in my dreams is your simple kiss.
You said you didn’t need me,
And that must be true I see.
Although we are here now without a reason why,
And how I wish I knew how [...]



My Time

« 20 September 2009 | 0:38 | General | No Comments »

I have seen the sun rise and set in my time,
Funny how I used to think I had all the signs.
I rushed in foolishly dreaming of tomorrow,
When all she left me with was pain and sorrow.
I am the man I was yet there is less before you,
A piece is gone and there is a little [...]



Foolish Smile

« 13 September 2009 | 21:49 | General | No Comments »

Funny for a moment I thought,
I listened and all of it I bought.
I am still the naive little boy,
and one more time I was the toy.
I was played for fool and you win again,
I am that one you can always count in.
I bought all the feelings and cried for while,
I thought of you and had [...]



Let it End

« 8 September 2009 | 1:24 | General | No Comments »

Slowly turning I feel the cold,
as his sickle crashed down my life is old.
I am beyond this world with out fear,
once dead you have no feelings I hear.
Although I still feel hollow to the core,
No feeling inside nothing to adore.
Maybe I have been dead all along,
Just coasting through life searching for a song.
Hollow and empty [...]



Dying to be Alive

« 8 September 2009 | 1:11 | General | No Comments »

What if I said I was dead,
blood all around streaming from my head.
What if I said I was dying to be with you,
would you drop your fasad and run to be too?
What if I was dying to be alive with out you,
and my very best effort just wouldn’t do?
Would you run to my side and [...]



Crying a Dream

« 8 September 2009 | 1:04 | General | No Comments »

Cry a dream,
a dream for me.
Cry till you see through,
and realize the truth.
Cry a dream for me,
and soon you will see.
I was not the one for you,
yet I am lost in the dream.
I am the dream that fell through,
The dream we both had, me and you.
I am all the remains inside the dream that you [...]



Illusion of Yesterday

« 8 September 2009 | 0:59 | General | No Comments »

The loves I’ve had and the loves I lost,
Seems my life has been lived and my dreams tossed.
I wake in the morn and reach for my grave,
All while I put on the smile for an early save.
My day presses through with thoughts of you,
Was it an illusion the way you felt too?
I dream so little [...]



Living, Loving, Lasting

« 4 September 2009 | 21:28 | General | No Comments »

If the world was perfect we wouldn’t know how well we have it. In a perfect world, we would all be rich both in money and life. Love would be as wonderful as the first time you felt it and last through the last of your days. Although this is a perfect world, so there [...]