Illusion of Yesterday
The loves I’ve had and the loves I lost,
Seems my life has been lived and my dreams tossed.
I wake in the morn and reach for my grave,
All while I put on the smile for an early save.
My day presses through with thoughts of you,
Was it an illusion the way you felt too?
I dream so little that my thoughts are mixed between,
Somewhere and nowhere yet the song repeats for you and me.
My thoughts are lost so easily as I shutter with fear,
Worried that yesterday will soon bring my death near.
Yet I am the one that moved without,
I left and continued still with doubt.
I am the light that faded long before you ever knew,
My love, my heart and how much I cared for you.
I was lost in the dream I had so long ago,
That I forgot the rules and I know you know.
I am the illusion that still lingers in that empty space,
between your sleep and awake I can see your beautiful face.
Carry on and remember the illusion that was so near,
Remember the heart I had when you were here.
The illusion is gone and I am all that remains,
Here in this black nothing and it always rains.
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