Let it End

Slowly turning I feel the cold,
as his sickle crashed down my life is old.

I am beyond this world with out fear,
once dead you have no feelings I hear.

Although I still feel hollow to the core,
No feeling inside nothing to adore.

Maybe I have been dead all along,
Just coasting through life searching for a song.

Hollow and empty I feel today,
Yet yesterday and tomorrow I still feel this way.

I am beyond they say,
and emotions I could weigh.

Yet I feel as I did before,
Nothing inside but a rotten core.

I am not sure why I am still here,
Maybe more jokes God needs to steer.

I am ready to die said plain today,
Here now and before I have been ready straight away.

Yet You keep me here beyond what I should,
And now I am emotionless with out love, what more could,

You have had Your fill, let me die,
Then finally I can rest and maybe cry.

Tonight marks the rest of my life that might not be,
Let me pass through and let the light finally see.

I am too dark inside and you don’t want me,
Just pass me down to my hell and let me be.

I know everyone’s death and I don’t want to anymore,
Let me jut die so I can pass on and no longer be sore.

I have no way to end this I seem to keep writing,
Although like my life and You, I can not stop trying.

Although I will end this now so I can show,
That I CAN end this if you just let me go.



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