What About Now?
For years I have waited,
While you have thought and debated.
Now here we are standing in place,
I am no longer that person in this space.
I cannot and will not fall again,
And you will not have what you had then.
What if our love was still here,
What if is all I have left I fear.
You are still afraid to show,
The things that I already know.
And because of that you will never be,
That which you want and wish you could see.
I love you now like I loved you then,
Although love is no longer blinding.
I know the last line didn’t rhyme,
Although I think its about the right moment.
To change the tomorrow that was,
and begin a new path in a different direction.
My life will never be what I dreamed,
I know that now without death or Him by my side.
I cursed my happiness away and blew any chance,
I had at being happy and living in the moment.
For every moment I live is one less you have,
And I will soon out live you and I will still be here.
Standing in this place,
wishing for more on glance at your face.
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