Behind every green field is the storm that makes it grow.
Behind every flower is the rain that makes it blossom.
Behind every rainbow are the thunderclouds that cry out.
Behind every smile is a tear filled cry.
Behind every laugh is the muted pain.
Behind every beautiful day is the soulless dark night.

My dreams take me to places few can go yet all have touched,
I have felt your heart learned your fear and never loved so much.
Then the axe falls down on my broken chest,
I would tell you the tale although you know the rest.
My dreams broken and shattered in pieces all around,
Just as my knees give [...]

Stalking in the dark I see your play,
You think you will outsmart me this day.
I am one step ahead of you this time,
And you will be the one to cry.
I have no fear for your stalking,
I will be here tomorrow and you will be walking.
I have a reason to live and you will know,
You will [...]

Death seems so close now,
I am in the wind and blowing away.
I have lived my life and now it is lost,
I call to them to hear what they say.
I hear their wretched cries,
Their vacant souls and lost dreams.
Their lives ended too fast at my hands,
I still can hear the horrifying screams.
I still wash the blood [...]

You are with me now,
I know your smell.
You have come for me,
Trying to take me to hell.
I know where you have been,
I feel your anger, the death and sin.
I know they sent you to bring me home,
Although I cannot leave I just fell in.
You remind me of my past,
I know it all too well.
When I [...]

In my dreams I have known you,
You have lighted my nightmares,
Filled my empty and continue to.
When I can’t sleep you calm my mind,
You make my dark into white,
You make me smile every time.
I can imagine you with me here,
I see your true love, your smile
I feel your beauty and know your fear.
You are all that [...]

I graze my fingers softly on the round of your shoulder,
Will we remember when we are older?
The sun is rising in this perfect dream I have inside,
Even with the demons that whisper my death and try.
I whisper softly in the dusty beams of light,
You are in my arms with no idea of my plight.
Silence in [...]

I lay you down softly,
Never meant for it this way.
Never wanted to hurt you,
Your life ended this day.
I see you now,
For all you would be.
I wish this wasn’t true,
You really should see.
The life you had,
All in front of you.
The dreams of it all,
and the aspirations too.
I am so sorry,
How I did this now.
I wish I [...]

I hold your hand as you slip through,
I had a thought of me and you.
It was quick and simple yet perfect and new,
It was the way your eyes starred back at me as I did to you.
It was the simplest thought a boy could have,
In love with a girl and life was never sad.
Filled with [...]

I told you it would come through,
All the pain I created and gave you.
I knew the day would come,
All turned around and no fun.
I saw it too clearly from the past,
The deaths and terrors wouldn’t last.
Now all I have is the emptiness inside,
Lasting blackness and waiting to die.
You have no understanding what I did,
Yet I [...]