My dreams take me to places few can go yet all have touched,
I have felt your heart learned your fear and never loved so much.

Then the axe falls down on my broken chest,
I would tell you the tale although you know the rest.

My dreams broken and shattered in pieces all around,
Just as my knees give way I fall to the ground.

I lay still as the ash settles around my motionless existence,
Yet you still push and prod in your limitless persistence.

I have found the arrow you shot through my wide open heart,
And not cupid’s but the poison filled death tipped dart.

Thinking my last thoughts I dream of the sun filled day,
Part of it I actually thought would not end in this dismay.

I get it though the pain is my burden,
Open my heart up and slip the hurt in.

I try to get up from the ground where I lay,
And all the broken inside has just given way.

There is nothing left for me now in this shallow grave where I have fallen,
Drifting away to the reaper think of you and I hear you calling.

I look up to see your perfect face in the sunlight sky,
Screaming ever so softly as you realize I just died.

Stalking in the dark I see your play,
You think you will outsmart me this day.

I am one step ahead of you this time,
And you will be the one to cry.

I have no fear for your stalking,
I will be here tomorrow and you will be walking.

I have a reason to live and you will know,
You will see my face and you will fear and go.

I know you like I know myself and you will cry,
Then you will run away or you will die.

I will live tomorrow and be here on the next day,
And you can take your death with you and go play.

I am not dying tonight you will find out,
Not tomorrow or the next day either no doubt.

So continue to try and you will not succeed,
I have found purpose and a higher need.

Death seems so close now,
I am in the wind and blowing away.
I have lived my life and now it is lost,
I call to them to hear what they say.

I hear their wretched cries,
Their vacant souls and lost dreams.
Their lives ended too fast at my hands,
I still can hear the horrifying screams.

I still wash the blood from my hands,
red with regret and stained with remorse.
I see them often as they stop by,
Try to take my soul and leave of course.

I still hold the anger and tears inside,
I still feel their bones cracking at my fingers.
I can see their faces as I continue my resolve,
I hear their last breath as it leaves and lingers.

I know all too well the smell of death,
The sound of the reaper and his vacant eyes.
I still can see their dreams in my mind,
I feel their pain and hear their cries.

I have not escaped from what I was,
I have become someone else and forgot my place.
Now I am haunted by the memories,
I want to forget, not remember, I want to erase.

You are with me now,
I know your smell.
You have come for me,
Trying to take me to hell.

I know where you have been,
I feel your anger, the death and sin.
I know they sent you to bring me home,
Although I cannot leave I just fell in.

You remind me of my past,
I know it all too well.
When I can’t sleep I stare at the dark,
I see their faces I know their smell.

This time I must live on though,
I have a reason and I don’t want to die.
I have found my purpose here,
I want to at least tell her goodbye.

Please let me stay for one more day,
I know I will not stay past the dusk.
I just need to tell them and her,
I need to tell them why, I must.

There is no reason for you to listen,
I know you have no care for my mind.
You know what I have done,
And you keep telling me I am out of time.

I will pass in this night,
Or I will fight and stay awake.
You have no idea what I’ve become,
I am stronger and my soul you will not take.

I know what I have done,
I will make peace with that someday.
I know the truth may come out,
And I will have to deal with what they say.

Although I will live another day,
I have a reason to be here.
Go back to where you came,
Tell them to go, I have lost my fear.

In my dreams I have known you,
You have lighted my nightmares,
Filled my empty and continue to.

When I can’t sleep you calm my mind,
You make my dark into white,
You make me smile every time.

I can imagine you with me here,
I see your true love, your smile
I feel your beauty and know your fear.

You are all that I have drempt for,
You are all I ever have desired,
Yet I keep discovering you are more.

And as I fall to your feet,
I thank all my stars you are here,
I wonder how you ever chose me.

After all in this world of yours and mine,
All the hurt and broken promises,
You make me want to try one last time.

I graze my fingers softly on the round of your shoulder,
Will we remember when we are older?

The sun is rising in this perfect dream I have inside,
Even with the demons that whisper my death and try.

I whisper softly in the dusty beams of light,
You are in my arms with no idea of my plight.

Silence in your voice you can not speak,
And the painted walls cry as your resolve grows weak.

You are in my arms you are in my heart,
Yet you leave from this place and go dark.

I lay with your hand in mine as I drift away,
Your already gone and now I join you this day.

Drifting from my body I leave this world behind,
All because on this day we both died.

I lay you down softly,
Never meant for it this way.
Never wanted to hurt you,
Your life ended this day.

I see you now,
For all you would be.
I wish this wasn’t true,
You really should see.

The life you had,
All in front of you.
The dreams of it all,
and the aspirations too.

I am so sorry,
How I did this now.
I wish I could save you,
and bring you back some how.

The truth is,
I had to take you,
I had to bring you down,
this is all too true.

Now as I stand over you,
blood running down.
I realize what I have done,
and suddenly I am proud.

I took your life,
completely away from you.
Now you lay there,
Quiet and motionless too.

There is nothing more,
you can have or do.
I have taken it all,
perfectly away from you.

Revel in all the victory,
At what I have done.
Now finally,
I can rest some.

I look over you,
Make sure your not lying.
Faking death and fooling me,
out of my trying.

All I see is the dead,
both you and me.
I awake looking at my reflection,
through the mirror I see.

I am still here,
I did not succeed.
I am still alive,
I get up and leave.

I hold your hand as you slip through,
I had a thought of me and you.

It was quick and simple yet perfect and new,
It was the way your eyes starred back at me as I did to you.

It was the simplest thought a boy could have,
In love with a girl and life was never sad.

Filled with white and colors aloud,
We were floating in love beautiful all around.

You looked at me like you do now,
I looked back to you and just thought wow.

What a perfect thought that was that came to me,
I wanted so much more I closed my eyes to see.

I saw the sun as it glistened from your hair,
I thought of your beauty yet tried not to stare.

How could I not in this perfect thought,
The wind breezing by flowing with being caught.

You looked as you do now in the mind,
Smiling so brightly from ear to ear you shined.

This is the thought I had for a glimpse in time,
So beautiful yet gone to quickly from this memory of mine.

I told you it would come through,
All the pain I created and gave you.

I knew the day would come,
All turned around and no fun.

I saw it too clearly from the past,
The deaths and terrors wouldn’t last.

Now all I have is the emptiness inside,
Lasting blackness and waiting to die.

You have no understanding what I did,
Yet I see them at night the ones I hid.

They visit me from beyond the grave,
Yet I have no sorrow for them this day.

Blackness has finally consumed,
And there is no turning around this tune.

I headed for destiny the one I drempt for,
Wake tomorrow like I didn’t die sore.

I have no end in the world of life,
Live over and over no end to my strife.

Take what you will and leave me to die,
I will show up tomorrow on your soul I dine.

Terrors of the dark shouldn’t scare you tonight,
The thoughts I have would scare you back to life.

There are so many dreams I have of you,
Loving thoughts and of something so true.

Where in the world does your mind take you now,
Is it here, or do you create the place somehow.

I want to be in your dream and share with you,
This thought or feeling I have so new.

I dream of the love so pure and light,
Thats when my demons enter this fight.

Black and evil the eclipse covers all,
Takes my love and I begin to fall.

I am the one with the heart filled with the sun,
I am the one that has no fear and this time I am the one.

Although the black terrors that stalk my night,
Just opened up my closet, the skeletons come to life.

I did what I was told, I let them die,
Now my skeletons haunt my existence and want me to die.

I did what I did, I have no regrets,
I just sleep with one eye open and half on the bed.

Wait here I just heard a sound,
My skeletons tricked my and strike me down.

Yet I wake in the morning alive and well,
No memory of the dream or tale to tell.

I live this life always looking behind,
There is no love strong enough for my kind.

I have demons that keep my skeletons coming,
They remind me of what I did and keep something.

No, you don’t want to be near cause I live in fear,
This day and the next and worse I have no tear.